Physio 50:00 [3]
2min balence on bosu - eyes closed (very easy)
Left knee acting up - just did not want to push it, i am wondering about my form...? is it bad enough that i can't do proper squats and lunges?
Squats on bosu ball - knees acting up - felt them both WEIRD!
30x - eyes closed (much more wobbly than before)
15x - not on bosu - eyes open with dumbells bicep curls
30x - eyes open with shoulder abduction
15x - on bosu - eyes open with dumbells bicep curls
30X - bot on bosu - eyes open triceps
Jump Series Repeat x5:
10 jumps back and forth 2legs
10 jumps back and forth BAD leg (still hard and still looks funny)
10 jumps back and forth good led
30X - 2 legged squat jumps on Bosu
BAD legged Lunges -
30x lunges on bosu with dumbells - eyes open
5x lunge on balence plate with dumbells - eyes closed
30x one BAD-leg jump on bosu with land position
30x one good-leg jumps on bosu with land position
Arabesque on bosu (was slightly more elegant)
4 sec x 7 - each leg
Calf raise - full weight bearing trying for 50/50
30x ` only 45/55 - weight bearing ! I thought I would be better
30x ` only 45/55 - weight bearing !
I think i am depressed today about it all. Feel shitty and muscle is set so high up in the leg. Really wondering if I should have gotten surgery, because of the size of the gap. I feel shitty about it, and will never be able to tell. No point in crying about it now, must do the best i can with what i have, but, it is incredibly weak (still). I am fighting mentally not to give up somehow (i think i had, and 3 weeks went by).
It was hurting. It feels okay now. I just feel mentally shitty about it.
Cycling 40:00 [3] 11.2 km (3:34 / km)
Running 1:01:18 [3] 7.0 km (8:45 / km)
slow run/walk 1min on/ 1min off. Did not feel pain, one sharp spike but nothing else. ran on grass as much as i could which brought me through the very scenic and philosophical cemetery until it closed.
pokadot socks lifted spirits. and makes random people friendly.
Walking 55:00 [2] 3.9 km (14:06 / km)
stopped and got eggs on the way home. Listening to AudioBooks! coolest invention.