Orienteering 41:06 [4] 5.3 km (7:45 / km) +220m 6:25 / km
Norwegian EOC middle distance trail, my first proper event back.
I feel fit enough to get around a middle distance now, so was ready to try a proper event. Have been looking forward to the satisfaction of finishing a proper course, rather than just training, for a few weeks :)
My aim was just to go as I felt and not worry about other people, results, or compare with what I used to be able to do. Not the easiest! Felt like I had a thousand and one thoughts spinning around my head for the first part of the course. The main worry was that I wouldn't be able to hold back my competitive spirit, or that I'd get stressed when people caught me up. But once Jo caught and passed me, I realised that I wasn't phased by it at all - I had no desire to try race her, or to push any harder than I already was. Once I realised that, I could relax into things and start to enjoy the orienteering.
There were a couple of spots (e.g. when Sigrid breezed by me at the road crossing and up the hill after), that I realized this is when I would have struggled with breathing and chest tightness before. The ingrained reaction was to slow down and walk - but after a dozen steps or so I realised that I was fine, and could still run (/jog, it was a hill and I was stuffed!).
That sort of reaction will take a while to erase, but today was a good first step. The confidence will build with each positive experience. Was so nice to run into the finish feeling unstressed, just a little smashed.
And after all that, my time wasn't too shabby at all ;) I was the tail end of 5 HSK girls within 45s in the results.