Orienteering race 1:00:00 [4] 6.0 km (10:00 / km) +265m 8:11 / km
shoes: inov8 Oroc 280s 30/09/13
WOC relay. Very disappointed in myself :( The other girls had good runs (Lizzie's was amazing) and sent me out in a really good position. I tried not to be nervous and thought I was ok when I started out, but something was just wrong - felt like I couldn't focus, despite having practiced in my head how I would approach the controls, and having gone well on the model map. Was very shaky and hesitant to all of the controls on the first loop. Also made mistakes at 3 and especially 4, where again I couldn't seem to settle down and just navigate my way within the circle. Lost quite a lot of time :(
The other problem was physical - I don't know if it was the altitude or what, but I just felt so weak and useless. Surely I am fitter than this?!?
The others say I didn't, but I feel like I let the team down, as well as myself. So so sad :'(
Sometimes I really think I didn't deserve to be selected for WOC and what is the point of all this orienteering when I am so useless :( At this stage, I still feel like there may be some hope for me, but I need to work out why I keep orienteering so poorly, when I'm sure I can do better. Obviously it would be very helpful to be doing more orienteering, particularly in highly competitive fields, but I can't see myself being able to move to Europe at present, so will have to do what I can from NZ...