Few people care about an athlete's feelings, they mostly care only about their results. But since this is my log, I'll express feelings from time to time.
Since the Finnish World Cup I've been feeling discouraged in terms of my ability to compete with the elite athletes over here. I see everyone's accomplishments here, and I find it difficult to see myself on that list.
So, instead of comparing externally, I returned to comparing with myself.
It is very encouraging to see the progress I've made just over the past years from the
Flying Pig in 2015 (15th) and the
Western Mass 5 Day in 2012 when I decided to return to elite orienteering to the Classic Champs and NAOC this past fall. I'm not at the top yet, and there are certainly going to be more disappointments than victories as I rise up, but I will not stop.
Ultimately, I don't want my journey to be self-serving, but rather I hope that my example can serve to inspire others to pursue their goals despite setbacks.
Now, let's go rock this Classic Distance in Madsa set by the always classy BigWillyStyle.