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Had to take a day off. I'm already a hyper sensitive person, yoga is making me even more aware of all the feelings in my body. A bad headache yesterday became a brain tumor with the help of anxiety, and I'm worried about how I've been feeling dizzy when I move from downdog to a standing pose - probs just low blood pressure. Twice I really thought I would faint though. The 80+ degree heat all day in the studio probably doesn't help an old lady like me. And twice, I had this weird thing happen where the sound started to go down, like I was losing my hearing, the world was fading. It was very scary. I mean, I know they want you to detach from your senses but geez. Too much! So, I'm going to really really try to make it through the rest of this, knowing that maybe doing it every single day is just not in the cards for me. I hope I can still graduate b/c I really love most days. Sad to have that horrible anxiety come back yesterday - I hope it stays away!