Running 20:00 [3]
shoes: Brooks
Like many attackpointers, I've been reading training logs of people who apparently have no motivation issues whatsoever concerning exercising in the cold air, on icy cold dark nights, et cetera et cetera. I want to be one of those people, but every time I get the chance, I lift the blanket as I lie on the couch, and decide to just stay there. I've done that basically nine days in a row. Over the weekend, my only goal was to exercise one hour. I didn't do it. On Monday, I said, "I'm going home, changing, and before I can even look at a TV, a computer, or a pillow, I'm going out that door." Didn't happen. So all day today I was thinking, "There is not a warm day in sight" (on the 7-day model). "There is no hope of exercise unless you get out that door, in the cold, dark air, and run for 20 minutes." You know, baby steps. Previously to prevent this, I've used the excuse that I didn't have the "right" stuff to wear. I don't know where my wicking gloves are, or my windproof pants. But on the way home, I was thinking, "You know, it's only 20 minutes. I could wear 100% cotton head-to-toe, and maybe I'd be a little cold when I came in, but I'd warm up in a few minutes. It's not like I'm going out in the woods in 33 degree rain for an afternoon. So I got home, took my niece shopping for an hour, dropped my nephew off at basketball for 2 hours while I bought groceries and some weatherstripping for the house. I got home at 9:20 or so, and my nephew wanted food. I ordered pizza (the groceries are for tomorrow), picked it up a little after 10pm, and ate three pieces. All the time I was saying to myself, "There will be no excuses tonight. You are running. No matter what. No matter how late, how cold, how much you vomit that pizza you just ate, YOU are running tonight." So that's what I did. I went out the door at 11pm exactly, in cotton sweat pants, a fleece jacket, and nomex gloves, and ran 20 minutes, almost exactly. It's not much, but it's a start. I felt sloggy the whole way. Probably that pizza.