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slept:8.0
kinda bummer about yesterday... but it's just running.
I just feel with everything I went through physically this year (sfx, crash, surgery, etc) that I've kind of lost the base I spent years building. I don't have that deep fitness I used to have that would make it possible for me to overcome bad days (getting sick, bad legs, blisters, etc). I used to be able to jump into ANYTHING... just wing it and go for it with some good results. not the case now.
training has been going really, really well but I need to realize that I'm just rebuilding what I lost over the course of the year and it's going to take a while to get it back. after watching and pacing Maggie in leadville my competitive juices got flowing. My desire to get back to race just took over and I signed up for races I had no business doing. 2.5 months is not enough time to get race ready for a 50k let alone a 100k after spending many weeks on the couch. Just dumb... but no regrets.
time to take a step back and change things up a bit. I am still signed up for North Face 50 and I'm really looking forward to running that again, this time on the full course.... but I am detaching from the results. I am going to run for fun... keep building the fitness, surf more, hit the gym hard, have fun and see what happens up there. I'm more excited to see what maggie can do against the best women in the sport.
so i guess the plan is to use the rest of 2012 to see if I can find "it" again. I would still really like to see what I could do with this utlrarunning stuff... i really do love running long on the trails... and racing.