ok...still having problems starting a family...trying to get in the mindset that it may not be a possibility for us, which is tough...and missing mom, but happy that dad seems better. We have good talks, but its difficult being so far away. I have a lot of guilt at times. But...considering the challenging issues taking place in the world these days, these are minor problems, relatively
I think of you a lot. I can't imagine loosing a parent and especially what it would be like for their spouse. I'm glad to hear that your father is doing better. Being far away is certainly hard. Are you going back anytime soon? We are coming to the NAOC, a small trip just the two of us, Marc and I. We are really looking forward to it. I know it can be really hard to get pregnant for some people, I know several people struggling. At least there seems to be lots of different type of help out there, which I am certain you are aware of. Have you guys considered adopting?
Yes, we have been looking into that, but there are some challenges because of our age - there are more strick limits that in the US. Already been through all the hormone stuff - that did not work for us so, like I said, having to get head around the potential of just never having a family, which is sad.
We have been in the states quite a bit this year, and depending, might have another trip this fall.
I appreciate your thoughts - it is nice to know that others care :-)
Nice racing in Colorado by the way! And I know everyone will be excited to see you at NAOC!
I was happy with my races in Colorado, it would have been great to have more competition though. I'll have tons of that at NAOC, but I may not be in as good of shape as I was in CO. I would love to help the US team though, so my goal is to make some points. That's top 6 right?
Yup - top six. I am sure you will make an important contribution!